how hard to make me smile?

lecturer : you are always angry right??u seem like so serious and no smile...do you having any problem with you?
me: im always like that, im not angry, just nothing to do,then just keep quiet...
lecturer : don't too stress my dear...smile! 

在讲师心目中，我是一个很认真的，严肃的，没有笑容的学生。
成绩还不错的我，总是被讲师选为代表，有时候，我真的觉得很压力，但是...
我永远不敢表露出来，我害怕的是什么呢？我也不清楚～
或许，我不想让我班的看见我脆弱的一面吧！

今天的英文讲师让我们自由发挥，
让我们选者自己想讲的题目...
我与组员选择了
the characteristic that u dislike...

我讲的，是跟友情有关的～
the characteristic that i don't like is the 1 who friend with u when u r utilizable but harm u or even bcom evil when u r in trouble....

The lecturer asked me, do you have any best friend in ur life?
i answered yes, i have, but not here...my best friend staying at KL
girl or boy??
is a boy....
wa......all my classmate sound that! haha~

～这就是我今天发生的事～